What’s your reason for procrastination ?

It’s my fault. Yes. And let me explain. First, I feel guilty when I procrastinate. Because my nature is to strive for results. Results are the only outcome I accept, no matter what I do. People who know me will probably complain about me in that way. Or not – I don’t know. But this […]

The pain of not being chosen

Something is constantly emerging in my inner world, so I like to participate in holistic and psychological events – groups, retreats, trainings. The thing that many people are afraid of is some kind of comfort zone for me or maybe I’m addicted to pain šŸ¤” However, a few days ago I found a place in […]

Expecting someone deep

I wasn’t aware of my longing. Lately I’ve been experiencing this strange feeling deep inside me that I can categorize as the anticipation of meeting someone deep down. Someone who doesn’t shy away from talking about my latest Pluto crisis and doesn’t shy away from negative feelings or uncomfortable truths like I do. I couldn’t […]

How my expectations f… my relationships

I don’t know about you, but when I meet someone new, my mind creates a story about our possible relationship. No matter what type of relationship it is – business or intimate. I’ve caught myself doing it – I imagine what could come out of this acquaintance. And often I don’t have any vision of […]

Access Denied

As a kid I must have been obsessed with the idea to impress. I didn’t realize it, but I was a shy guy and somehow I must have come to the conclusion that in order to impress others I had to please them in a way. Which is actually the exact opposite of what begets […]

Do I have to submit to be in a relationship?

This is a topic that I can’t write about without being drunk. I’m kidding of course, but there is a truth in evey joke. So the facts first. I am divorced. 16 years marriage and an amazing daughter later we decided to divorce, because our vision about the future looked completely different. Yes, because I […]